where to start
are we in the end of days? Have we been there before..
a lot of what i purporting to be thing i have thought about are merely thing i have read and combined.
most stanislav velikofsky
excuse my spelling cannot really remember how to spell this ;-)
but quite simply our human race is really stretching at the seams, how much further can we go as we are? Have not been throught his before numerous times.. Apparently us as humans have dwindled to a handful at certain times in our history. not that i am that much of a reductionist but this is what the genetasists tell me? Who knows if this is the truth or not, but there is a lot we do not know about our history, why civilizations (sic!) crumbled and collapsed and gre from nothing like the phoenix after the fire, stop me if I wax to lyrical bout the cataclysmic and the collapse of societies through time past.
But it is rather harrowing to look at biblical tales of the end of days, fire brimstone, earthquake and mayhem ..
but have we not brought all fo this on our selves. This global warming thing we cannot decide about? is it us or is it just a cycle, are we going to warm up or are going to freeze?
mass extinctions are nothing new, us as humans have exterminated more than a number of animals through our history and pre-history. there is apparent evidence of many large slow mammals being wiped out by early man. are we not just follwing the path of our predessors in a very effective and efficietn way..
you may ask more emphatically what the hell this has to do about making bread or fly fishing, well it streams through them, or in fact not really, but totally?
having returned from a drought striken region in one of the arid parts of our country it shows how us as humans have un learnt the ability to be in touch with our plannet, ourselves and the people around us, a sweeping statement i agree ! but is that not the tone of the ramblings on the flavour of life. why is it that Humans have lost the ability to engage with the basal surrounds we exist in, why we have to have dominion over beast of the air, the land and the sea? not sure where i heard that piece (??) who lnows, what is it that is implied by dominion, does it imply destuction taiming beyond the point of submission but rather he ensalving of the environment ithout little concern for the future let alone the past, disregarding that hindsight is something int he lines of 20 20 vision, we as humans seem not to be able to view any thing importnt with any sense of objectivity? rather a cynical subjectivity we call praticality?
we seem to have a lost a lot since the evolutionary split from the monkeys.. not really having learnt any real lessons
. this may be harsh thing to say, but reality bites.. geez this corn is big as a field in kansas or Oz ..
somehow there seems to be more order in their chaos,
I was looking at the stock market trends over the lst while and have noticed somthig really ominous .. this looks insanely like trends i saw while looking at ecological models of disturbed ecosystems. first a small wobble getting bigger with earch cycle, better then worse then submitting eventually into a wild stochastic trend often resulting in soemthing very new and different, note the lack of possitive or negative commentry.. dont think it is warented. stochstic systems tend not to be trendable, especially systems which are sentiment driven, are we driving our selves into the unknown...
more and more this brings us back to feedback loops, especially positive feedback loops with no negative feedback..
look back at the monkey, look at the lowly grasshopper all of them have negative feedback loops,
we jsut seem to just keep patching the holes in the leaking dyke.. not noticing that we should never have built a damn dyke in the first place..
all this is just depressing me.
on a lighter note, a moment of clarity struck me, well dont they to all of us, in our humble and grandious way, after unfortionate news from near and far I realize will a little sadness thaty this life we have is but all we have, and that impact we have is as much as we give take and get. how to magnify, simplify condence and distill is up to all of us.
but i suppose for US as human beings, we seem to have lost some of the more advanced biological trends and seem to have lost all altruisim baring reciprical altruisim and have turned back a notch or three in my esteem of biological beings.
but that does not mean we should not strive to move forward and change what we can accept what we cant dont accept what we should not.. say what we mean, do what is true is our hearts and seek out what is true.
If This seems like a bunch of ol horse crap.. then it most probably is and maybe the Secret is a better option.
I fear I ahve digressed what i intended to say a moment ago,
live your life true, live it straight, live with the all in context
have understanding and hope
have clarity
have retorspect, be swayed not by sentiment, but rather your heart ..
geez this is soundign like something from a hallmark card to me .. cant take any of this rseriously at all/..
heard soemthign really interesting about the pygmies in central africa, there seems to be a race to look up to :-)
no serriously, they seem to be one of the few race left which still has some conneciton this plannet we call home, them and a few others.
so you may ask what point am i trying to make?
I am not really sure yet this is in fact only ramblings on the flavour of life in the end.
dunno but I think an internal rebuttal is definitely in line here .. no one including my self shoudl really accept such unstructured ramblings, with little or no point or context ..
till another day in the captains log
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