quo vardis

so where two now or should i rather say.. so where to know..

after trying to read the tao of poo for the second time .. it makes more sense, yet at the same time it doesn't as does the duality or the lack of understanding of the reality we exit or perceive ourselves in ..

I stand, sit lie and wonder all the time about these things..

the brief hiatus, albeit neuro-chemically induced made a difference, as it should yet that was not the answer..

as we all stand on the brink of a new day, we wonder and we wander and wonder at the wonder..

WE are what we are.. little changes except time.. the thoughts may wane, the time changes the perspective changes, the perception the viewpoint and the understanding all changes..

we are all faced with change, for sure to be rather stereotyped and cliqued all that we can be assured off is life and taxes, or in some peoples minds death and taxes.. but i think more aptly we can only be assured of change/ stochasticity and chaos.. especially now in the age of chaotic change and flux..

does this mean there is now focus or future or does it mean something else.. no it means nothing other than this is the way things are..

sorry to disappoint you ..

we all stand at a point, a crux a fulcrum(you may wonder about that one?), there is much..

we stand and there are those of you who have a question, there are those who are questioning, there are those who stand on the brink of a new future, to be honest we all stand on the verge of a new future.. none of us know what tomorrow holds.

All we know it fills us with fear, trepidation, excitement and many other emotions.. all we can be assured of is the change and the new dawn or at least the belief of a new dawn.. things will be as they are,,,

i was thinking of more simpler things, as someone said.. there is nothing new to us .. it is all old and there is nothing new.. not like that.. in totally other words.. and then there is the emptyness the unknown..

but to know where to go? what to do to make the perfect tomorrow, maybe today is yesterdays tomorrow, should we not focus on today rather than worrying about tomorrow, yesterday and all the other days ..

i know not what the it says, the bell tolls.. time is a changing..
all we have control of is the present, we have the choice to delve in the mind, the living, the past, the future..

yes all hold a piece of the past we cannot let go off, the future is what drives us forwards or into a whirlpool of fear or uncertainty.. we cannot have absolute clarity, sometimes i think we cannot even have momentary clarity, yet at times the lucidity of the moment, the future and the past is un paralleled in its vivid nature.. know not i tell you :-)

on a more somber note i was thinking about a photographic experiment, only to find out, not without pre-conception that it would not be this way.. but that soemthing that i had thought off had been done before.. yes that i knew .. but that the clarity and perfection had been soiled into another point of reference which could well distort that which i had perceived to ahve possible value for me and purely as a statement, does that mean i cannot and will not express this vision? I know not, but it will take introspection and thought to determine the end value of such an exercise? let us see what the new dawn holds,,,